6 Jan 2009
****:'(*****
today is the unhappiest day in my poly life since 14 April!
got back the common test papers...i jitao broke down, really BTH!
to be honest, i am really disappointed in myself, this is the first time i found myself soooooooooooooooooX 100 times USELESS!!!:(
i am so sorry to my group mates during today's blaw tutorial, before presentation, i suddenly PS them and ran out of the classroom, i was sooo depressed, couldnt control myself..
i thought after olevel, i could control my emotion no matter what shit result i got...in the end...i still failed.....as all the friends arond me are too excellent, i really really dont know what to do, the peer pressure makes me pekcek, vexed and demoralised....:(
finally felt better after vent my sadness out and talking to leslie on msn!
OMG!!he is a really good brother, he consoled me and he said if i do well for my exam, we go sakae sushi and celebrate..provided he do well too!haha!!!so.....we must JIAYOU!!!:)
thx alot!!!brother!
oh ya....my dearest brother desmond as well!!:)
other than that, something has bothered me and i dont know what is that, just feel irritated and i was unhappy today...:'(
Thanks to my group mates, (shimin, shilin,peiyi),yunru Jit and leesheng!:)
Specially thanks to Yianping and KuanEe!!!!!!!!!!
super productive...i updated 2 posts today!!!muahahahahahahaha!
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