29 Jan 2010
stupid TAIWAN UNCLE!
thought it has been almost a week since what happened last weeked, i still want to blog about it to vent my unhappiness out!
last weekend, i went to a taiwanese gathering with Janet. supposed to be a-still-ok gathering. however, an uncle's appearence totally spoiled my mood!!!
it's a round dining table, the uncle just sit next to me, followed by his sons and wife. as he has just been here for around 1 year, so it's normal if he would like to find out more about singapore.
therefore, a question was thrown to us.
uncle: is the pay in singapore higher as compare to taiwan?
Enci: i think xxxxx.....
(he then cut in half way)
uncle: you are student right?! i think you have no voice in this issue!
WELL, THAT'S A VERY GOOD COMMENT HE GAVE! i smiled awkwardly and continued eating. i enjoyed my food apparently, the truth is, i was seething with rage internally!!!!!!!
seriously, although i am a student, doesnt mean that i have no right to speak out! to give comment on something what i think is correct! if i was still a sec student today, i might not be so angry coz what i know would be much more limited.
the thing is i am now 20 years old already, and i have been here for 7 or 8 years plus, i belived that i am much more familiar with the market in sg than he does even though he is an adult!!!!
so uncle, please update urself to acknowledge that students do read newspapers other than mugging. students do have the right and remarkable opinions.
last weekend, i went to a taiwanese gathering with Janet. supposed to be a-still-ok gathering. however, an uncle's appearence totally spoiled my mood!!!
it's a round dining table, the uncle just sit next to me, followed by his sons and wife. as he has just been here for around 1 year, so it's normal if he would like to find out more about singapore.
therefore, a question was thrown to us.
uncle: is the pay in singapore higher as compare to taiwan?
Enci: i think xxxxx.....
(he then cut in half way)
uncle: you are student right?! i think you have no voice in this issue!
WELL, THAT'S A VERY GOOD COMMENT HE GAVE! i smiled awkwardly and continued eating. i enjoyed my food apparently, the truth is, i was seething with rage internally!!!!!!!
seriously, although i am a student, doesnt mean that i have no right to speak out! to give comment on something what i think is correct! if i was still a sec student today, i might not be so angry coz what i know would be much more limited.
the thing is i am now 20 years old already, and i have been here for 7 or 8 years plus, i belived that i am much more familiar with the market in sg than he does even though he is an adult!!!!
so uncle, please update urself to acknowledge that students do read newspapers other than mugging. students do have the right and remarkable opinions.
Post ended @ 7:51 am
22 Jan 2010
22nd Jan 2010
first and formast, wish my DEAREST FATHER HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
2 more weeks to go before the study week, i must hang on. Recently i keep telling myslef to stay strong no matter what, must get rid of the weak mind i have, and i think i have shown some improvement.
i think i am blessed with GOD, JESUS, and GUAN YIN MA around:)
JIAYOU ENCI!
2 more weeks to go before the study week, i must hang on. Recently i keep telling myslef to stay strong no matter what, must get rid of the weak mind i have, and i think i have shown some improvement.
i think i am blessed with GOD, JESUS, and GUAN YIN MA around:)
JIAYOU ENCI!
Post ended @ 5:39 am
17 Jan 2010
18th JAN 2010
CAN FINALLY GET MY LICENSE AFTER SOOOOOOOOOO LONG:)
HAHAHAHAHAHA..I FEEL GOOD:)
CLS IS LIKE A HAMSTER:)
HAHAHAHAHAHA..I FEEL GOOD:)
CLS IS LIKE A HAMSTER:)
Post ended @ 9:41 pm
14 Jan 2010
15th Jan 2010
having clsp lecture now...kinda blur...and KCL is sleeping beside me= =
Post ended @ 6:05 pm
12 Jan 2010
13th Jan 2010
being a sensitive person, i tend to think alot...and those who know i am sensitive would seem to have always tried to avoid talking about certain things in front of me, because they know it might be hurtful to me....
i appreciate their understanding, being considerate, and caring. but sometimes, i think being straightforward might be a better way. i dont wish others to do something just to accommodate myself, so sometimes i'll choose to be out ....
i appreciate their understanding, being considerate, and caring. but sometimes, i think being straightforward might be a better way. i dont wish others to do something just to accommodate myself, so sometimes i'll choose to be out ....
Post ended @ 9:00 pm
12 Jan 2010
it's time to make some changes, ENCI! what you need to do is to WANT !
Post ended @ 7:21 am
7 Jan 2010
8th JAN 2010
i seem to have missed quite a number of opprtunities in my life
when i was in primary school, i gave up on the chance of studying in music school
and i found that i still feel regretful nowadays.
when my mum colleted some application forms of piano competition for me, i hid them, because i didnt want to take part as i knew i would be forced to practice 5 or 6 hours a day. and yet, i missed this great opportunities again.
recently, i am given these 2 opportunities:
1. be part of exco in primers
2. take part in EAA competition
actually i always think that i can be a very high participant in every event, but when it comes to be a leader in an event, i think i will screw up. esp during SGB, i was one of the bus IC, supposed to allocate jobs and give instruction. however, i gave myself 30 marks for that event, coz i felt lost and cant even express what i want to say clearly, i think i am not flexible enough in solving problems. i must say that it's a very good experience for me to learn and grow, but in other way, i find myself not capable being a leader.
i want to help out in primers, but i dont think i am able to take the responsibility of being an exco member.
anyway, during today's chit-chat session, i have told them i want to be in special forces, but i sze chuan they all kept saying just give it a try...then i hesitated...then coz it's getting late also, end up he said he just take it i agree to consider to be part of exco.
so, shall wait for the result tmr and see how it goes....
next is the EAA competition, haizz...it's really shocking to hear this news from weihan. seriously, i was determined to reject taking part in this competition and same to my groupmates. but after we told Mr Ng our decision, he kept saying all the benefits and make it become sort of tempted to me...and i am in a dilemma. as alot of my friends said, this is a great opportunities and experience, why not??!!
anyway, he asked us to reply him by 3pm today, but we never, haha..feel abit guilty, coz weihan said we'll discuss tmr and see how..so..ya...
that's all i wan to blog today.
oh ya..shilin asked me to blog about her...Mmmmm..
i think she's a very nice friend, independent, interesting, i know more about her during the shanghai trip!hahahahaha and i know we miss shanghai very very much!
alright, i'll blog about u next time!LOL
night!
when i was in primary school, i gave up on the chance of studying in music school
and i found that i still feel regretful nowadays.
when my mum colleted some application forms of piano competition for me, i hid them, because i didnt want to take part as i knew i would be forced to practice 5 or 6 hours a day. and yet, i missed this great opportunities again.
recently, i am given these 2 opportunities:
1. be part of exco in primers
2. take part in EAA competition
actually i always think that i can be a very high participant in every event, but when it comes to be a leader in an event, i think i will screw up. esp during SGB, i was one of the bus IC, supposed to allocate jobs and give instruction. however, i gave myself 30 marks for that event, coz i felt lost and cant even express what i want to say clearly, i think i am not flexible enough in solving problems. i must say that it's a very good experience for me to learn and grow, but in other way, i find myself not capable being a leader.
i want to help out in primers, but i dont think i am able to take the responsibility of being an exco member.
anyway, during today's chit-chat session, i have told them i want to be in special forces, but i sze chuan they all kept saying just give it a try...then i hesitated...then coz it's getting late also, end up he said he just take it i agree to consider to be part of exco.
so, shall wait for the result tmr and see how it goes....
next is the EAA competition, haizz...it's really shocking to hear this news from weihan. seriously, i was determined to reject taking part in this competition and same to my groupmates. but after we told Mr Ng our decision, he kept saying all the benefits and make it become sort of tempted to me...and i am in a dilemma. as alot of my friends said, this is a great opportunities and experience, why not??!!
anyway, he asked us to reply him by 3pm today, but we never, haha..feel abit guilty, coz weihan said we'll discuss tmr and see how..so..ya...
that's all i wan to blog today.
oh ya..shilin asked me to blog about her...Mmmmm..
i think she's a very nice friend, independent, interesting, i know more about her during the shanghai trip!hahahahaha and i know we miss shanghai very very much!
alright, i'll blog about u next time!LOL
night!
Post ended @ 9:49 pm
6 Jan 2010
6th Jan2010
this is my second post of the year 2010! haha, good ya?keep it up!
first news to announce: i pass my RFA test! congrat to ENCI=)
alright, although the marks isnt that great, i am contented:)
tents and shelters and booths are setting up around the school area to prepare for open house2010. i cant belive that it seems like my poly life is coming to the end in one year time.
ever since came to poly, i think i have changed alot in terms of attitude.
my attitude towards study is as negative as ever, due to low self-esteem, and having no confidence in myself, esp after i knew that i am the only one failed costing in the clique: how sad it is!
i felt inferior, demoralised,depressed, helpless in the beginning of the semester.break down so many times in front of friends.however, as time goes by,i think i have adapted to the ''new environment and new life'' in 4th semester. stay strong enci!
i thank those who have been listening to my grumble, complain consistently, those who have been showing concern to me. enci really appreciates it very much! thankyou
had a chat with yeecheng yesterday, and i realised that he has alot of dreams , though he might just dream without putting any effort to try to acheive them, at least he dares to dream.
as for me, i think i daydream always everytime everywhere, my biggest dream is to be a TAITAI!haha. i know numerous girls must have the same dream as me. whatever dreams i have will just be a dream forever if i dont have any action for it. i want to upgrade myself in many areas: languages, piano, and maybe learn something new?!
therefore, the most important new year resolution for year 2010 is : putting my words into action.
i really hope i can do it.
jiayou enci
make your dream come true!
first news to announce: i pass my RFA test! congrat to ENCI=)
alright, although the marks isnt that great, i am contented:)
tents and shelters and booths are setting up around the school area to prepare for open house2010. i cant belive that it seems like my poly life is coming to the end in one year time.
ever since came to poly, i think i have changed alot in terms of attitude.
my attitude towards study is as negative as ever, due to low self-esteem, and having no confidence in myself, esp after i knew that i am the only one failed costing in the clique: how sad it is!
i felt inferior, demoralised,depressed, helpless in the beginning of the semester.break down so many times in front of friends.however, as time goes by,i think i have adapted to the ''new environment and new life'' in 4th semester. stay strong enci!
i thank those who have been listening to my grumble, complain consistently, those who have been showing concern to me. enci really appreciates it very much! thankyou
had a chat with yeecheng yesterday, and i realised that he has alot of dreams , though he might just dream without putting any effort to try to acheive them, at least he dares to dream.
as for me, i think i daydream always everytime everywhere, my biggest dream is to be a TAITAI!haha. i know numerous girls must have the same dream as me. whatever dreams i have will just be a dream forever if i dont have any action for it. i want to upgrade myself in many areas: languages, piano, and maybe learn something new?!
therefore, the most important new year resolution for year 2010 is : putting my words into action.
i really hope i can do it.
jiayou enci
make your dream come true!
Post ended @ 2:56 am
5 Jan 2010
I'm back
woohooo! i am back, applause please~~~~~~HAHAHAHA
the blog is really dying,but just like what Maggie said, 打幾個字也爽嘛~
time really flies as fast as rocket, 2010 arrived! whatever happened in 2009 is history
time to look ahead and find myself a BF??!!! HAHAHAHAHA~JOKING~
i think it was fruitful on the first day of term2, studying clsp like crazy?! not really in fact. i think the paper is doable but i have this bad feeling that i might flunk the test, hopefully not, GOD bless pls:(
the feeling for blogging has stopped here~
night!
the blog is really dying,but just like what Maggie said, 打幾個字也爽嘛~
time really flies as fast as rocket, 2010 arrived! whatever happened in 2009 is history
time to look ahead and find myself a BF??!!! HAHAHAHAHA~JOKING~
i think it was fruitful on the first day of term2, studying clsp like crazy?! not really in fact. i think the paper is doable but i have this bad feeling that i might flunk the test, hopefully not, GOD bless pls:(
the feeling for blogging has stopped here~
night!
Post ended @ 8:04 am
